OVER!!!

well well...the title does mean a lot of things...actually to be precise 2 things...one good one shitty...oh well EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER...dreadful...sucky...finally ended...but results are totally a different thing altogether...just hope to scrape through it seriously...especially accounting II but somehow i have this horrible feeling tt i will have to redo tt again...oh well...nothing can be done now i guess...right?...it's over and all i can do is to pray and wait...

The other meaning of over is between me and Mr T...well i was shocked myself.i thot i would b the one who call it quits...but not this time...it was him...guess we just can't communicate and we have totally different views...don't really wish to talk about it anymore...just related it to my friend...well enough of love i guess...i need a break from that...jus have to think of ways to pick myself up and be strong again...

I will be going to church every sat and sun...need to regain my faith...though i am not an official catholic...but guess i sort of believe sometimes...then i need to get a job...in the midst...hopefully it would be approved...cos i need money...cos i am having financial difficulties...sadly...hopefully can get a tuition assignment so i can have a monthly income...argh...God help me pls...

Next is to meet up with all my long lost friends...neglected them for the whole semester...was totally busy...with projects and obviously exams...one of them is none other than Mr C...well as i said i better stay clear of guys for awhile...i really hope 2004 will pass quickly...not a good year at all for me...2 break-ups...who can take that?...

I am in the midst of planning for my birthday party next year...been thinking about it during exams...haha rather excited...but i am afraid that if i plan so much and if no one turns up...it would be damn sad...so i better not think too much about it...maybe i might not even live till that day...who knows...life is short...and unpredictable...isn't it?

Gonna get a haircut tomorrow and trim my eyebrows...always a routine after exams...then meeting my galfriends on monday...post birthday celebration for charm...i better write my programs down...all messed up...still have meetings...

One thing i am truly looking forward to is having a new roommate...we are going ikea to shop! heh quite excited...ok then...guess i will leave now...shall have a good bath...and a peaceful sleep...no more worries about exams till results day or judgement day if u call it...17 December 2004...