Saturday, April 28, 2007

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I am growing into an unhappy person...totally upset this whole week...probably it's my problem...very sian...i had enuff of accomodating to people and always trying to make ppl happy...and in the end, i become the unhappy one...enuff...i am going to make myself happy from now on...i am tired...life is short...jus heard of 2 ppl(1 ex company staff, 1 company staff) who died in their sleep...life is so unpredictable...sigh...i am really really tired...

going bosses for lunch today with my family to celebrate my dad's bday...supposedly happy event but i am not happy...ironic isn't it...oh well, i'll jus try and enjoy it nonetheless...afterwhich, i heard we'll be heading to ktv...quite looking forward to it cos i haven't sung for ages...but unfortunately, got a husky voice today (i sound like a man can)...can feel a cough coming...sigh...having headache...insufficient sleep for the whole week and probably too much exposure to radiation...i'll make it a pt to use my earpiece from now on...

jus wanted to blog abt wat i saw on the train on thursday...i came to notice tt nowadays teenagers are really oblivious...i dun noe if it applies to majority or only to those small group of ppl...previously (during my time) the craze was to pierce earholes near the top of the ear...these days, i notice teens are piercing at the weirdest places...near the end of their eye...and esp near the lip...probably their tongue as well...i overheard 2 students talking...and notice 1 of them couldn't even talk properly and she was complaining that her mouth is swollen and she wants to change mouth...obviously, if you know that it'll be painful, why do it...esp when it affects your speech...it doesn't matter to them that they talk weirdly...i begin to wonder, they probably dun care that they can't talk properly during their oral exams...or even if they have a swollen mouth(and look ugly)? doesn't the sch "ban" such piercing of weird places? and they really enjoying putting the "ear-stick" at the hole near the lip...then they keep playing with it using their tongues...i guess it looks cool to them...being cool aside, i believe there shld be limits...anyway both of them probably look like sec 1 or 2 students...and they were using vulgarities like they're free (i mean they are free lah...but still...)

i also notice there's more teen fights (from the reports in the papers)...wat are teens these days thinking? probably they're jus to "ho mia" (good life)...in those days, mp3 players are rather scarce...and hand-held games too...camera phones were a luxury that time...but now, even primary sch students have flashy mp3 players or phones for tt matter...i guess parents these days are better off, (with the added fact that they have little time for their kids since most parents are working) they can provide their children with such flashy things...

List of things to do (for myself) when the paycheck comes:

1) pluck my brows, eve (the plucker) will comment why my brows so lan...haha cos i dun bother to maintain it on my own...
2) do some shopping (feel like buying something really nice for myself...can't think of wat though...)

listening to phantom...and i really really feel like watching it again...think i'm mad...but i totally dig it...

i realise time really flies...sometime 1 year ago, i was preparing for exams...probably the last paper already ended...1 year on, and i still haven't taken my grad pics...sigh, luckily there isn't any expiry date...probably the studio lost my receipt already...jus went to dig for my receipt...still intact...anyway, have been working for abt 8 mths...and it seems like forever...probably cos of the work load and the types of "projects" we undertake...i am thankful nevertheless...for the exposure and opportunities given...

gonna relax and listen to some music (prepare for ktv) ha talk until machiam so lihai...pui...anyway, gonna flip thru the papers...no mood to do much today actually...totally drained...but i'll try...

enjoy the weekend...

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