Harder than I thought...

river was flooded...guess I kept too manythings to myself for the past few weeks...I thought it would be a piece of cake...but tonight proved it wasn't...cranky mood...need to get out of it...it's bad for health...

pictures tell me that i do miss him...a lot in fact...

I admit that I can be quite unreasonable...he may say quite is an understatement...well, we all have expectations...but I guess I have to understand from his perspective too...easier said than done...good period to spend some time with myself...

I get affected too easily...by (of all people) people around me...people who are not very close to me...it sounds dumb...but sometimes one can't help it...

thinking twice about what I am currently doing...have half the mind to do something different...i guess i just have no guts...

he's on the plane...probably setting up his headphones...preparing to watch a movie before hitting the sack...

I think I gave him a hard time these few weeks...frankly, he isn't giving me a good time too...but I appreciate his attempt to cheer me up...

following the 9pm show...interesting...but can be quite draggy and repetitive...watching america's next top model cycle 12...

finding nemo is showing this evening...nice show...