bad

the title explains it all...didn't kick start the day with a good note...cos i was feeling a little shitty...cos i miss someone...well it got worse when i found the bastard got a gf...great right...best christmas present i ever had...well this jus explains his depth of love for me...selfish idiot...

today's post will be a short one...no mood to do anything...jus wanted to remember this day...and i also found out something...but i guess it's not worth mentioning...

anyway on a positive note, CK asked me out for dinner tmr...would very much love to go but gotta attend grandma's bday...may go supper after church...guess tt's all for today...too hurt to blog...night