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Wow...it's really been so long since i came online...took awhile to read some blogs... and there's one particular blog which i really enjoy reading...you guys shld read too...it's one of my hall's couple...they are a really sweet couple...sometimes their stories are so fairy tale-ish, you really want to be in it...

http://www.colinandjo.blogspot.com/

Check out the above link...it really inspires me when i read their blog...ok not really inspire...but somehow i feel light-hearted after reading it...

Haven't been sleeping well...particularly last night...had a splitting headache this morning...machiam some hangover...think cos my hair was wet and my air-con was on...fell asleep unknowingly for a few short hours...could barely open my eyes today...

Some updates...

Been working for a month plus...seems like a long time already hor...but only 1 month plus...ha can't imagine life will be like that for 40 more years!

Anyway, i seriously seriously miss sch a lot a lot...work has caused my life to be mundane and routine...it's like after work, head home, pack dinner, watch tv, bathe, watch tv, sleep...it's like how many hours you sleep, the next day, you'd still be tired...argh...well, days are much better when i get to meet b during the later part of the week...at least there's something to look forward to...

But shit has been happening these few weeks...esp this week...it was bad bad bad...terrible...

Anyway, back to work...Work load is high and low at times...i do enjoy my work actually...jus that sometimes have to keep asking my boss abt stuff as i'm still new and i also can't afford to tell ppl wrong things...and i think she's getting a bit irritated...

I also think i'm getting on my boss's nerves...she's beginning to bo hiu me this few times...treat me machiam i invisible...fark...anyway maybe i'm jus being sensitive...oh well...sigh...

Haven't been happy...need some excitement or happiness to boost my level of morale...

Watched "The Devil wears Prada" last weekend...really enjoyed the show! Love it to bits!

Hmmm...no pics to post up...so rather wordy...

2 weeks ago, had difficulty hearing...my left ear was blocked for no apparent reason...jus suddenly woke up and cannot hear...went on for 2 days...almost wanted to vist the doc...fortunately, it was alright on the 3rd day...scared the hell out of me...

My thoughts are quite scattered...can't be bothered to organise them...so jus typing whatever that comes to my mind...

I'm dying to go shopping...wanna buy clothes...and accessories...feel like going after work on monday...anyone wanna accompany me?

Was reading angel's blog...and come to think of it, really missed the times when i went drinking with her...it's really nice to jus chill and relax...and alley bar has really good ambience...

Wouldn't it be nice if one can jus take one day off and jus relax and not think of anything? and i mean think of nothing at all...i yearn for that day to come...

Am listening to music now...been so long since i done this...it really soothes the soul...sometimes when i listen to the lyrics of the songs, feel sad...like somehow the lyrics are applicable to me and wat's happening to me...

Mid-autmn is coming soon...mooncakes...yummm...shld be heading to Chinese Garden to check out the light up...

Places i want to visit...and activities i wanna do here (Not in order of preference)

1) Night Safari
2) Botanical Gardens
3) Macritchie Tree Top Trail
4) Cycling
5) Kayaking
6) Rock-climbing
7) Singing
8) Chalet-ing and bbq-ing
9) Zouk-ing (Mambo night)
10) Taking pics (Many many!!!)

Fortunately, i have some interesting collegues to boost lunch times...they go places like chinatown, boon keng to try new food...
Food court and nearby market food can get quite boring sometimes...

I wish i can be a princess again...really i do...even if it's for one day of my life...

Was reading one of my sec sch's fren blog...and i saw an interesting entry:

The Girl who cried Wolf

Why is there always this tendency to instill fear in order for one's partner to submit to one's will? Before long, the threats won't mean a thing, the "I swear I'm gonna .... if you continue doing this"s won't have that impact anymore. It was a hard lesson learnt from my previous nightmare relationship. I guess things would be a lot more effective if you actually carry through what you say. So, the next time I'm gonna say the forbidden thing, I'm going to mean it. It's a bad habit to cry wolf.

It's amazing how things that are happening in your life are actually happening in other ppl's lives too...i thot it was a really meaningful entry...well, at least it's applicable to me...not that i cry wolf...jus that sometimes, when you are angry / sad / disappointed, you say things which you may not mean at all...but somehow i learnt from my bro and my bf that one has to be responsible for one's words...but somehow, sometimes, one jus can't help it...right?

The theme song from Jerry Maguire was playing jus now...and it sent goosebumps everytime the song is coming to an end...oh btw, the version i listened to, has renee zellweger and tom cruise talking in the background..."you complete me"

Guess this is really a super long entry...good night...

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