When 3 > 4 > 5

Tavern of Peace... guess it suits this place right now.

Just came back from a run, and looked at the operation scar on my right ribcage. No pain... just a scar. Guess this pretty much describes the condition of my heart now. No pain.... just a scar.

Somehow things dun really change. No matter the circumstances, no matter the time. Human tend to be the most resistant of them all, and I'm talking about a person's character. I cannot remember how many times has it been that my care, concern and kind intentions has been met with suspicion, accusations and aggression. But somehow, the number of times when I fail to do something seems to be etched deeply in your head.

Each time when things take a dive, probably the word that can restart this checkmate will be Sorry. Just a simple 5 letter word. And to say this word to the other half, one must find love, in my opinion the most beautiful of any 4 letter word. Sadly, what stands in the way is ego, a 3 letter word which is absolutely worthless in any relationship.

Its been almost 24 hours since this painless scar appeared. I wonder how long this checkmate is going to last.

Sigh....

Signing off